Alcohol Sucks!

And hold me to the fire, they should! I've been trying to control my drinking. Bargaining with my fiancée that I should get a shot for every 30 minutes I work out. We agreed on that and it worked... the first day. Yesterday, I had a third shot... and if I'm gonna be honest, a fourth.

She got mad and said she was done. I hope she's not, but I poured the bottle of 101 down the drain. I have to acknowledge that I can't have just a couple of drinks. I can't control my drinking. I'm not ready to call myself an alcoholic, after all, that has such a negative connotation to it. But I'm pretty much there.

So, this gives me the first of my daily 5 things that I'm going to do. Not drink alcohol.